oh what a beautiful morning

I have decided that I speak to quickly and that is a trait I would like to alter. Yes that is negative but in order to find the things I like about me I have to acknowledge the bad . The words definitely come out of my mouth to quickly (speed and thought). I talk out of frustration and anger and 9 times out of 10 I don’t actually mean the things I say . I have a thought possess that is out of place, that says I have to be in control at all times. The ironic thing is I really don’t want that control. I.E….. Mornings ……. The bane of my existence… well not truly, I used to completely be a morning person now with school and schedules and kids that are definite non morning functioners , I have allowed something that I really like to be tainted. I am going to reclaim my mornings!! Today when I woke up I called to my girls to come snuggle with me ( J on the list of things I like ) I thought why wake up and immediately go into that rant about how they are not going fast enough or going about their morning the way I like …Its there morning too, let them feel the things they need to feel . Next instead of begrudging the morning walk with the dogs ( from now on known as Daisy(the boxer) and Mandy ( the chug) I stepped out the front door and took notice that it is an amazingly beautiful day. The weather is perfect, I can hear birds chirping , the sky is blue, I actually like the sound of the cars going by on the street. While walking I am breathing in the atmosphere and see that I am not the only one that is enjoying the morning and being outside Daisy and Mandy are almost breathless about it . Daisy is jumping and bouncing and truly being the boxer dog that I love so much , the dog that made me want a boxer in the first place. I am forfeiting control of my mornings I will do what I need to do to like my mornings again. Today I will find a way to like every thing that I do even the bad and I will take out those exceptions.